It's a girl!!

Dear Baby Abigail,

I know your name!! I know your gender!! It's a girl!! Today was one of the most overwhelming and amazing days of my young life. It started with a lot of fear. I am terrified of being a mommy. I am terrified of losing what daddy and I have. We are special. I was afraid that by meeting you, Jamie and I would forget us.

But tonight, as we read the books people were kind enough to buy us to read to you, I realized something. I thought I loved your daddy a lot, but I was wrong. I love him sooo much more now. As he read to you in my belly, I saw something in him I have never seen before nor can I explain what it is. He was lite up. He sparkled. But not in the Edward imaginary way. Sidenote* Edward is a sexy vampire from one of my favorite book series. We can watch all the movies together!! Anyway! I realized that by meeting you, Daddy and I are going to experience soo much more happiness than we thought existed.

As I watched him read book after book, all I could think was I bet there are some people in Heaven who are proud of him. You will not meet your grandma Debra, but I bet she was in Heaven smiling at what a great father Jamie will be!

Get some sleep baby Abi. Mommy wants to go to bed and I will be pissed if you keep me up all night! =)

Getting more excited to meet you!
Mommy (that is still creepy to say!)